CATEGORY: DARE BRAIN DATE: FEBRUARY 3, 2022
With a steaming mug of hot chai green tea in my cozy cogitative corner it is understanding I seek.
What the heart sends out will come back multiplied… of course y’all know this!
For many decades of my life, I have studied and applied to my daily living many metaphysical principles. Around the mid-1980’s, I discovered Catherine Ponder’s wonderful books. THE DYNAMIC LAWS of PROSPERITY and THE DYNAMIC LAWS of HEALING (c 1962, c 1966, c 1985). Ms. Ponders books have been a mainstay in my/our library ever since. I wrote many of her affirmations on 3X5 cards and on my early vision boards to remind myself to forgive, to give love and to be unconditionally kind and grateful daily. Mindful that the heart sends out positivity while life drama is still happening.
Just when I thought I’d been forgiving “enough” and loving “enough”, imagine my shock, when on January 15th, 2012, 10 years ago (Mentioning AGAIN on this anniversary!) I had a catastrophic episode. I knew that God doesn’t punish or make people suffer, nor does he send down fire and brimstone and put you through hell on earth. Being physically on death’s door made me realize that my “enough” apparently wasn’t enough. What have I not forgiven? What sick unhealthy thoughts were still eating at me?
I’ve given birth to three children and while painful, nothing compared to the physical pain of a spontaneous dissection and having your chest sawed in half. The day I had a feeding tube put in my gut, I cried and cried! During this time I said more swear words in a few weeks than all my life put together.
The outpouring of love prayer’s that hearts sent me from around the World was “enough” to fan my own heart flame, and by the grace of God I lived.
Watch what your heart sends out, it’ll come back… it’s much better for love to bite you in the butt.
This has been a deb’s witty ditty on deb’s ditty bog.
